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Sunday, 11 January 2009

  • Update Time

    The exciting thing of this week was finding out that the best friend that i have just found out that....i'll just say he has big news.  Going out to see him on thursday was really a flash back to the past and i can't wait until I have more time to go out there and have a vintage "semi-boys weekend"  Semi is said b/c now that he is married, it won't be full blown the way things were, but enough that it will be really enjoyable.  I'll finally get to really get to know his wife, and know stuff about her.  Funny story, drank fancy coffee, and ran a red light being towed by another vehicle, long story don't worry about it.  Mom's check up on Friday went well and now all that seems to be behind the family i can thank all those that had my family in prayer...

    Peace

Friday, 02 January 2009

  • New Years....New beginnings

    One of the most fickle things I think this past week brings into the light, is the fact of resolutions.  The problem is that we should almost always never be satisfied, never be content...and always striving for more.  this could be in anything....your life, education, social activities, savings, and yes i know that i'm also hitting on the majority of the 7 unforgivable sins...but the difference is we should never be content with our "walk" with god either.  I don't really know why I started this, don't really know where I'm going either but just to type is the thing.  It's becoming a reality that in less than 5 1/2 months I will have a bachelors diploma, I will be almost totally outta debt with paying for it, then the fun stuff starts.  Where will I work, where will I live, what will happen to those close to me...the usual.  Going to the DC game tomorrow, bowling tomorrow night, fun stuff for the weekend...hope everyone had a safe, happy, and managable 2 day stretch earlier this week, NYE, and then NY day.

    Peace

Sunday, 28 December 2008

  • Well now that I finally have some time, and this entry is going to go into depth with the whole situation, like normal with me, it is going to be maybe a little drawn out. Anyways back to mom, we've known for a while before the whole thing hit a head and she was admitted into Toledo, that she wasn't right physically...but anyways back to the beginning. One night after work, since we work together and my sister, Amanda, was working we went to Taco Bell for some like post-lunch, pre-supper snack food, I happened to go into the house after we got home, and she just said the room started spinning and it took everything that I had to just help her to her bed, and before i could get a bowl, the vomiting started...and lasted for 26 hrs. about 2 A.M. my dad woke me up and asked to use my car, this was in the middle of that 26 hr. span. The next five days she spent in the FCHC (fulton county health center) and was finally released the next Tuesday or Wednesday, I believe, this whole thing started on a Thursday night. Anyways she was released with a higher BP, then what they would've liked, and the BP meds caused nausea/vomiting, and shortness of breath. so basically she went to work 3 days Tuesday-Thursday and then everything finally was like a water main breaking...this was the week before Thanksgiving and she obvious hasn't been back to work since.
        The weekend was to roll around of the 6??? whatever that first Friday was in December and she began to vomit, and spit up blood and bile...(I'm no medical student....but I even know that is not good). She spent the Friday night, Saturday and Sunday in FCHC again, and they sent her home...not to arrange transport to Toledo Hospital like what they were supposed to, and said the doctor would call her at home.
        At about 3 on Monday, the next day, my mom told my dad to call and see what was to go on, and that was when they found out she was supposed to be in Toledo, also side note, exam week, so you can guess how well that was for both Amanda and me. After four days in Toledo there was an incident and she was moved to ICU, and transport was arranged for her to go to Ann Arbor, she was brought home on the 23rd, and that would make the first time in 15 days that she was home. So Merry Christmas to our family and Praise God. Some incidents happened within the family during the past two and a half weeks and those are things, I should say in person, not really type. The majority of it was that the children of the household, knew less than other people, as my dad would tell who he wanted, what he wanted, and his children weren't on that list.
        The simple answer to what they believe was the issue was that, the bottom chamber of the heart was attacked by a virus, and was damaged it caused then a normal lower BP, which would affect all aspects of her vitals, as I said I can't be sure but I know that she is another person that is normally healthy, and basically had the flu for 6 weeks, fluid in the lungs, gallstones (which lead to the bile and blood vomiting) liver damage, decreased strength and endurance, which lead to blood clots, and so as the symptoms show it is a blessing that she was able to be home and active for Christmas, she isn't back to herself, but it's not a far fetched idea to say that she may not be herself until further notice, but at least she is home, healthy, and the pain is a lot less than what it was before.

    It's really put everything in perspective, life is fragile and at one unknown moment everything can be turned upside down and be really can cause a lot of pain.  So grab those close to you and just tell them how much they really mean to you, and it will not feel like something that important but one day that may not even be an option anymore.  So enjoy it while you can...guess that's it, have safe and happy new years and a blessed and joyful holiday season

    Ben

Saturday, 06 December 2008

  • Quick Update

    So the update for today is quick and with heavy emotion.  I know that I said that my mom had the flu, and while this was true it has become so much more.  Her gallbladder is full of stones, and a removal is scheduled for Friday.  The concerning part is right now she has been admitted to Wauseon, with the idea of possibly transferring her to Toledo if an emergency operation needs to occur.  So the night before my finals I'm taking my mom to the ER due to her spitting up blood.  I'm not going to lie, I'm not exactly comfortable with the situation.  I have always been closer to my mom than my dad, and this is just really scary for me.  You're closer to death today than what you were yesterday.

    Peace

Sunday, 23 November 2008

  • Revolutions

    Ok, now after another short sabatical it is time to update to all.  First of all on Thursday night, went to choir, then watched the Steeler's game.  Friday night I knew I had to get up early, so chalk taht up to laziness.  Saturday was in class ALL DAY.  It is my choice, but it also showed my dedication to my education as opposed to my team.  Also had my one meal for the weekend...trust me it was more than what some people do eat in a whole weekend.  Saturday night ended up going over to a buddies, was going to watch Texas Tech/Oklahoma, but instead watched hockey night in Canada doubleheader with Toronto/Chicago, and then Detroit/Calgary.  Side note the wings are the only team I like from the state of Michigan.  Today just was being lazy as so didn't do much all day.  But when channel surfing, I saw Usher on performing and that is when I found out for all Fray lovers that they have a new album coming out in February.  The song that they are advertising ahead of time is called you found me....and I read the lyrics twice, and say this song will relate to so many people that have been through difficult times, or have questions "about fate", or other stuff of that nature....and without further adieu here they are


    Lyrics to You Found Me :
    I found God
    On the corner of First and Amistad
    Where the west
    Was all but won
    All alone
    Smoking his last cigarette
    I said, Where you been?
    He said, Ask anything.

    Where were you
    When everything was falling apart?
    All my days
    Were spent by the telephone
    That never rang
    And all I needed was a call
    It never came
    To the corner of First and Amistad

    Lost and insecure
    You found me, you found me
    Lying on the floor
    Surrounded, surrounded
    Why’d you have to wait?
    Where were you, where were you?
    Just a little late
    You found me, You found me

    In the end
    Everyone ends up alone
    Losing her
    The only one who’s ever known
    Who I am
    Who I’m not, and who I want to be
    No way to know
    How long she will be next to me

    Lost and insecure
    You found me, you found me
    Lying on the floor
    Surrounded, surrounded
    Why’d you have to wait?
    Where were you, where were you?
    Just a little late
    You found me, You found me

    Early morning
    The city breaks
    I’ve been calling
    For years and years and years and years
    And you never left me no messages
    You never sent me no letters
    You got some kind of nerve
    Taking all I want

    Lost and insecure
    You found me, you found me
    Lying on the floor
    Where were you, where were you?

    Lost and insecure
    You found me, you found me
    Lying on the floor
    Surrounded, surrounded
    Why’d you have to wait?
    Where were you, where were you?
    Just a little late
    You found me, You found me

    Why’d you have to wait
    To find me, to find me?


    To finish just pray for my mom as she is getting hit with some kind of super virus, as she is scheduling and waiting more than anything else, life really is fragile, living everyday like the last.

    Peace

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